A little secret other won't know what I'm in the office .. In fact i always rawr on the office XD.. If feel it kinda lame & i always laugh at myself feeling how stupid I'm =P .. indeed it also make others happy :) seeing others happy really cheers up my heart no matter how stupid i looks ...
But deep down in me, No one ever know what i went through, what feeling i have gone through.. Its feel like my life is over but yet if i commit suicide, does it make someone that love you happy? if no, mean i will never do it..
Any way life must continue on..
Just now i saw my friend gamble :D .. it really fun to see someone win money, that if they think money is everything & if they lose is like losing their live >.<".
For someone who really want love, Finding one who is able to love them back with all their heart is like finding the most precious treasure in the world not even money can buy (Money not everything ;) j/k only, Yeah really not everything ^_^ don't angry ya for those love money).. When you lose them is like those gambler losing their money too :D ha ha ha..
I may look happy & make people happy.. Deep down, my heart is getting small & small day by day.. its like a balloon; it might expend yet it still has its limit.. so those the feeling we keep in our heart.. one day we will fall so deep & will never believe in it anymore..
A joyful heart is good medicine, but depression drains one's strength.
恩恩..:)
A heart that has been hurt might take a day to heal, or maybe a month or a year or 10 years!
ReplyDeleteEventhough it might heal, the scar is still there. But this scar only serves to remind us and makes us stronger. Appreciate your time together previously. Don't be too sad about it.
Remember the past, live today but look to the future. No man lives in the past. Plus you hate studying history right? LOL! Don't live in it already. Get out! Cheers!