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SLEEPY HEAD HERE TO WISH YOU ALL

A HAPPY NEW YEAR 2013

WISH YOU ALL LONG LIFE

DON'T FORGET TO TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF

STAY HEALTH ^_^

WHAT HAS PASS LET IT PASS - DON'T BE A GRAVE DIGGER.

Its not mine to Judge.

SOME TIMES IN LIFE THERE IS

SOMETHING MEANT TO BE WITH YOU,

SOMETHING MEANT TO BE YOURS FOREVER,

SOMETHING YOU TRIED HOW HARD TO FORGET IT WILL BE THERE.

NOT MATTER HOW HARD YOU TRY,

BUT NEVER STOP TRYING :)

*DOESN'T APPLY TO EVERYTHING*

 

SOMETHING IS

ALWAYS THERE TO DISTURB YOU,

ACCUSE YOU EVEN WHAT YOU MEAN IS DIFFERENT,

 EVERYONE HAS THEIR OWN UNDERSTANDING,

UNDERSTAND ONE HEART & MIND,

OR YOU WILL NEVER KNOW WHAT IS HIS INTENTION.

IT LIKE THE PICTURE..

IF YOU CAN'T SLEEP BECAUSE YOUR PILLOW IS TOO WET!

THEN SLEEP WITHOUT THE PILLOW.

WHAT BOTHER YOUR LIFE,

REMOVE IT FROM YOUR LIFE IF IT'S POSSIBLE.

DON'T LET THIS LOW STANDARD PEOPLE BRING YOU DOWN,

WE'RE ABLE AND MORE CAPABLE THEN YOU THINK,

SAY YES AND NEVER TO NO.

Deam World..

I wonder if this light inside my heart has been right here all along
And I've never noticed it at all
'Cause every time I stumble down
Or have to take the long way around
It shines on me forever more

The distant singing of the bells
If you listen close it tells
A lonely story

Once more, I'll push my fears away
All that I endure today will make me stronger

The mere repeating of reality alone
Aligns the stars and all the wishes they take on
At last I've found something to chase with all my might
I cannot fight or go against these feelings

No matter if one day I wake and blink away this world around me
And I'm lost in thoughts of what could be
I know that I will find my way
'Cause now I have this light within me
It shines on me forever more

Every night following that dream
Where I threw away that old and silly ribbon
Lights have adorned the city streets
And I've been without one fret or worry within

I need a sanctuary that will keep me safe
As if protected like an angel in heaven
If I cannot have wings I'd like someone to trust
I know it must be wonderful like magic

If I could choose I'd stay like this forever while this world around me
Fills with colors I have never seen
I know I wouldn't hesitate
'Cause now the colors of each moment
Will change and change forever more

Answers we cannot find
No matter if they're not kind
We'll find it even blind
That is true in my mind

I'm believing till the end
That we are similar, my friend
One day I'll shine like this Dream World

If you just take a moment to blink all those tears away from your eyes
And you manage to conceal your cries
You'll never fear again because
The future you yearned for in heartache
Will shine on you forevermore
Without a limit

No matter if one day I wake and blink away this world around me
And I'm lost in thoughts of what could be
I know that I will find my way
'Cause now I have this light within me
It shines on me forevermore
And shines and shines forevermore
For you and me, eternally

Ice Blended >.<"

YUMMY!! APPLE FLAVORED PEARL ICE BLENDED

THE COOLNESS CAN COOL OF THE ANGRY..

CUTE THAT YOU WON'T EVEN SCOLD IT.. 

BUT ALWAYS THE NICE THING IS NOT GOOD FOR HEALTH >.<"

AH.... GUESS ONCE IN A WHILE SHOULD BE OK :)

You be My Channel Of Peace...

MAKE ME A CHANNEL OF YOUR PEACE,

WHERE THERE IS HATRED, LET ME BRING YOU LOVE,

WHERE THERE IS INJURY, YOUR PARDON,

WHERE THERE'S DOUBT, TRUE FAITH IN YOU.

GRANT THAT I MAY NEVER SEEK,

SO MUCH TO BE CONSOLE AS TO CONSOLED,

TO BE UNDERSTOOD AS TO UNDERSTAND,

TO BE LOVED AS TO LOVE WITH ALL MY SOUL,

WHERE THERE IS DESPAIR, LET ME BRING YOU HOPE.

WHERE THERE IS DARKNESS, LET ME BRING YOU LIGHT,

WHERE THERE IS SADNESS, LET ME BRING YOU JOY.

No Feeling..

FIRST EXPRESSION IS LIKE WALAOOO EH...

FINE IT'S KIDS & IT'S JUST A GAME..

IF BLAME IS ONE OF YOUR TRUE ABILITY, THEN GO OUT AND BLAME EVERYONE

OF THEIR MISTAKE THEY DONE..

THAT WHY SOME PEOPLE SAID SILENCE IS GOLD..

IF YOU WOULDN'T HAVE SPEAK NO ONE WILL THINK YOU ARE DUMB @_@"

OK OK OK ... DON'T WORRY BE HAPPY...

nO TuRning Back..

THE THING THAT IS DONE, MEAN IT'S DONE,

AND IT WILL NEVER BE THE SAME AGAIN.

DIFFERENT PEOPLE SEARCH FOR DIFFERENT THINGS TO FULFILL THEIR NEEDS.

THINGS WE DON'T LIKE ARE NORMALLY THINGS WE ARE NOT ABLE TO CHANGE,

SO ENDURE IT OR BETTER LEAVE IT.

BUT THINGS THAT WE CAN CHANGE IS OUR SELF, OUR MISSION AND OUR LIFE.

THINK OF THE EFFECT OF YOUR ACTION BEFORE YOU DO IT!

NO REGRET NO REGRET!

So so so so so so

YOU MISSED ME, RIGHT?

RIGHT?

I MISSED YOU SO SO SO SO MUCH TOO!

I LIKE YOU SO SO SO SO SO SO SO MUCH!

I LIKE YOU SO SO SO SO SO MUCH!

NAN NAEGA NEOMU NEOMU NEOMU NEOMU JOH-A.

kARaOkE ...

HAHA...

GREEN BOX MEMBERSHIP ...

NEVER THINK OF HAVING ONE...

FREE ENTRY DUE TO BIRTHDAY ^_^..

I JUST WANT TO THANK FOR THOSE THAT WISH ME..

& 

ALSO TO THOSE WHO MAKE MY DAY A HAPPY..

EVEN NO CAKE.. I STILL APPRECIATE THOSE SMALL THINGS..

SPECIAL THANKS TO CALVIN , RACHELLE & RYUJI♥

LUV YA ALL FOREVER

HOPE BEST FRIEND FOREVER..

 

What Should I DO?...

WHEN I LET YOU GO ONE STEP FURTHER, MY EYES OVERFLOW WITH TEARS WHEN YOU WALK AWAY ONE STEP FURTHER, MORE TEARS ARE FALLING AS YOU MOVE AWAY TO A PLACE WHERE I CAN’T REACH YOU, EVEN IF I REACH OUT MY HAND I CAN’T CATCH YOU, I CAN ONLY CRY WHAT SHOULD I DO? WHAT SHOULD I DO? YOU’RE LEAVING WHAT SHOULD I DO? WHAT SHOULD I DO? YOU’RE LEAVING ME I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I CRY OUT TO YOU BUT YOU CAN’T HEAR ME, BECAUSE I AM ONLY SHOUTING IN MY HEART ALL DAY LONG I TRY TO FORGET YOU, BUT I THINK OF YOU AGAIN ALL DAY LONG I TRY TO SAY GOODBYE, BUT I THINK OF YOU ALTHOUGH YOU WENT TO A PLACE WHERE I CAN’T HOLD YOU, EVEN IF MY HAND REACHES OUT FOR YOU I CAN’T FIND YOU, I CAN ONLY CRY WHAT SHOULD I DO? WHAT SHOULD I DO? I CAN ONLY SEE YOU WHAT SHOULD I DO? WHAT SHOULD I DO? I LOVE YOU ONLY I AM SORRY, I AM SORRY, CAN YOU HEAR ME? PLEASE COME BACK TO ME, IF IT’S NOT YOU, I CAN’T GO ON WHAT SHOULD I DO? WHAT SHOULD I DO? I ONLY HAVE YOU WHAT SHOULD I DO? WHAT SHOULD I DO? YOU’RE LEAVING WHAT SHOULD I DO? WHAT SHOULD I DO? YOU’RE LEAVING ME ALONE I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I CRY OUT TO YOU BUT YOU CAN’T HEAR ME BECAUSE I AM ONLY SHOUTING IN MY HEART

Boyzzz....

WHEN A BOY LIKE OR LOVE A GIRL..

SOMETIMES THEY WILL GET ANGRY..

SOMETIMES THE WILL BE COME A FOOL..

SOMETIMES THEY WILL LIE..

SOMETIMES THEY WILL REJECT..

SOMETIMES THEY WILL HATE..

SOMETIMES THEY WILL BE SILENCE..

SOMETIMES THEY ARE UNABLE TO MAKE YOU HAPPY..

SOMETIMES THEY WILL MAKE YOU CRY..

IN FACT..

WHY DO THEY DO IT?

WHY DO THEY GET ANGRY? 

WHY WOULD SOMETHING S YOU DO BOTHER THEM?

GIRL SAID IT WAS ALL RUINED BECAUSE OF ME.

AND THE BOY LIED.. IT WASN'T BECAUSE OF YOU..

AND HE SAID SHE MUST NOT BE READY YET..

I WOULD HAVE BECOME A FOOL..

SO HE SANG A SONG TO THE GIRL..

THE MEANING OF THE SONG..

IT MUST BE BECAUSE I'M A FOOL.

IT MUST BE OKAY EVEN IF IT HURTS ME.

EVEN IF YOU TEASE ME THAT IT'S A FOOLISH LOVE.

BECAUSE I'M SUCH A HELPLESS FOOL.

MY WANTING TO BE GOOD TO HER.

IS ENOUGH TO MAKE ME HAPPY.

EVEN IF SHE SMILES AT ME ONCE.

I'M HAPPY WITH THAT SMILE.

UNTIL THE PERSON LOVE COMES ALONG,

I'M JUST GOING TO STAY BY HER SIDE LIKE THIS.

IT'S A LOVE THAT MAKES ME HAPPY JUST TO GIVE.

 SO I WON'T WISH FOR ANYTHING MORE..

IN A PLACE WHERE SHE CAN ALWAYS REACH ME IF SHE HOLDS OUT HER HAND,

IN A PLACE WHERE I CAN ALWAYS HEAR HER IF SHE CALLS OUT TO ME,

I WILL STAY THERE WITHOUT ANY CHANGE,

BECAUSE I LOVE HER,

BECAUSE I'M A FOOL.

IS BECAUSE THEY CARE FOR YOU♥

 

It wasn't love..

I DIDN'T THINK IT WAS LOVE,

I TOLD MYSELF IT WASN'T LOVE,

I DECEIVED MYSELF.

 BUT MY HEART KEPT CALLING YOUR NAME,

I TAKE ONE STEP TOWARD YOU,

PUSH YOU ONE STEP AWAY,

EACH TIME, YOU GROW IN MY HEART.

I MUST BE LOVING YOU THIS MUCH,

MUST BE WAITING FOR YOU THIS MUCH,

EVEN THOUGH I CAN FOOL MY HEAD,

I CAN'T SEEM TO FOOL MY HEART,

I THINK THERE MUST BE JUST ONE LOVE.

I DON'T THINK MY HEART WILL CHANGE.

THE LOVE THAT I'VE KEEP  ONLY FOR YOU,

I CAN NOW FINALLY TELL YOU,

I LOVE YOU♥

My Wishess...

I'LL LIVE WITH MY EYES FILLED WITH ONLY YOU,

I'LL LIVE WITH MY ARMS HOLDING ONLY YOU,

FROM THE MOMENT WHEN I WAKE UP TO WHEN WHEN I FALL BACK ASLEEP..

I WILL YEARN ONLY FOR YOU..

DON'T FORGET THE WORD "I LOVE YOU" CAUSE

I LOVE YOU FOREVER...

ON A HOT SUMMER DAY, I'LL BE YOUR SHADE..

ONE THE RAINING DAY, I'LL BE YOUR UMBRELLA..

IF YOU GET TIRED WHILE WALKING, I'LL EVEN BE YOUR CHAIR..

WHEN YOU LAUGH, I'LL LAUGH WITH YOU..

SO THAT YOU CAN BE TWICE THAT HAPPY..

WHEN YOU CRY, I'LL BECOMES A HANDKERCHIEF AND WIPE AWAY YOUR TEARS..

♥

Support..

SUPPORT..

ONE WHO NEEDED THE MOST WHEN COMES TO DECISION MAKING,

YET SOME LIKE TO CONDEMN..

THE OTHERS IS TO SUPPORT BY GIVING BETTER IDEA'S INSTEAD OF CONDEMN..

WHY NOT SHOW SOME SUPPORT..

ONE THAT MAKE IT WRONG.. 

NO ONE'S ALWAYS MAKE THE PERFECT DECISION..

IN A RELATIONSHIP EACH PERSON SHOULD SUPPORT EACH OTHER;

THEY SHOULD LIFT EACH OTHER UP...

SO MAY EACH OTHER BE HAPPY WITH ONE ANOTHER.

Loneliness...

LONELINESS  :(

I HAVE NOTHING LEFT TO FIGHT FOR.

KILL ME PLEASE.

I DON'T WANT TO CHANGE INTO ON OF THOSE MONSTER.

WELL..

I GUESS THERE IS NOT OTHER CHOICE..

I'D FEEL THE SAME WAY IF I WERE YOU, 

BUT THE OPTION OF TAKING OUR OWN LIFE DOESN'T BELONG TO US.

WE HAVE TO CONTINUE LIVING...

EVEN IF IT MEANS LIVING THE REST OF OUR LIVES WITHOUT THE USE OF OUR LIMBS..

THAT IS MY ANSWER & YOUR ANSWER..

BUDDY..

Trust...

WHAT IS TRUST?

TRUST IS WHEN YOU BELIEVE IN SOMEONE. 

 SEEING IS BELIEVING, HOW ABOUT IF THEY AREN'T AROUND,

CAN YOU STILL TRUST THEM?

DOES TRUST START WITH 100% OR 0%? 

I BELIEVE TRUST ALWAYS START AT 100%, AS YOU HAVE TO TRUST TO BE TRUSTED.

WHAT IS THE USE OF TRUSTING SOMEONE WHEN YOU HAVE DOUBT TOWARD THAT PERSON, IT WON'T BE CALLED TRUST,

AS HUSBAND & WIFE

TRUSTING EACH OTHER IS THE MOST IMPORTANT VALUE IN LIFE.

IT WOULD BREAK YOUR LOVE ONE HEART IF YOU DIDN'T TRUST THEM.

DO NOT ACCUSED THEM, BELIEVE IN THEM.

THE BEST WAY TO FIND OUT IF THE PERSON CAN BE TRUSTED IS TO TRUST THEM.

LEARNING TO TRUST ONE OF THE MOST DIFFICULT TASK.

Not My Story..

YOU KNOW MIGHT KNOW MY NAME, BUT NOT MY STORY.

IT'S LIKE THE SWEET, NEVER TRY NEVER HOW SWEET IT IS.

 LEARN MORE ABOUT MY STORY, THEN YOU CAN GO OUT AND TELL ABOUT MY STORY.

JUDGE NOT, AND YOU WILL NOT BE JUDGED; 

CONDEMN NOT, AND YOU WILL NOT BE CONDEMNED;

FORGIVE, AND YOU WILL BE FORGIVEN.

Children..

ALL ABOUT CHILDREN :)

SOMETIMES PEOPLE WONDER WHY SOME KID SO GOOD, KIND, AND ETC..

SOME OF THE KID IS SO EVIL >__< TOTAL OPPOSITE OF GOOD..

ACTUALLY ALL BEGIN WITH THE PARENT.. 

NO CHILDREN IS BORN STUPID/CLEVER OR GOOD NEITHER EVIL..

IT'S ALL ABOUT HOW THE PARENT BRINGING UP THEIR CHILDREN..

I'M ONCE A KID TOO.. SO WHAT YOU THINK I HAVEN'T DO OR HAVEN'T FEEL..

THEN YOU'RE TOTALLY WRONG..

HERE FEW STEP BELOW OR MAYBE A GUIDE OF WHAT I HAVE LEARN..

JUST SHARING CAUSE SHARING IS CARING =P 

TEACH THEM TO OBEY & HONOR THEIR PARENT.

THE ROD GIVE WISDOM BUT A CHILD LEFT BY HIM SELF BRINGETH SHAME..

CORRECT THY  SON, AND HE WILL GIVE YOU REST & DELIGHT TO YOUR SOUL..

CHASTEN THY SON WHILE THERE IS STILL HOPE & LET NOT THY SOUL SPARE FOR HIS CRYING..

AND LASTLY ..

PROVOKE NOT YOUR CHILDREN TO ANGER, LEST THEY BE DISCOURAGED.

Mid-Autumn Festival.

WISH YOU ALL HAPPY MOON FESTIVAL..

HOPE YOU HAVE FUN WITH YOUR FAMILY & FRIEND..

REMEMBER TOGETHER IF THERE IS GATHERING..
IT DOESN'T HAPPEN ALWAYS OR THERE MIGHT NOT BE ANY CHANCES..

Teh Tarik...

TODAY NEWSPAPER THE SUN "LIPTON TEA STATED 

THAT THERE WILL BE A PACK  FOR FREE ..

AFTER ALL .. WE'RE MALAYSIAN RITE? 

WHEN COMES TO FREE STUFF EVERYONE WANT IT..

BUT IT'S NOT A BIG DEAL IF WE GET IT OR NOT..

I KNEW IT THE DAY BEFORE, THAT THERE WONT BE ANYTHING LEFT..

SOMEONE MUST HAVE TOOK ALL OF IT :)

LOVE ON GROW BY SHARING, 

YOU CAN BE MORE OF YOURSELF BY GIVING IT AWAY TO OTHERS. 

IF YOU IS A CANDLE, YOUR LIGHT WON'T GLOW ANY DIMMER 

IF I LIGHT YOURS OFF OF MINE.

On My 22"

 

FOREVER BEST FRIEND ♥

GUESS WHERE DID I CELEBRATE MY BIRTHDAY :)

AFTER SEARCHING FOR PLACES, WE END UP ON THE HILL >.<" 

IT'S SUPER DARK UP THERE .. WITH A FULL MOON ON THAT DAY.. 

NO MATTER IF YOU HAVE ARGUE WITH YOUR BEST FRIEND ..

FORGIVE THEM, CAUSE SOMETIMES THEY DIDN'T DO IT ON PURPOSE..

SOMETIMES WHEN YOU'RE LONELY..

THEY WILL BE RIGHT THERE FOR YOU..

BUT DON'T THINK THAT THEY MUST BE THERE FOR YOU..

YOU MUST BE THERE FOR THEM TOO ♥

FRIEND AREN'T A TOOL TO BE USE..

FRIEND AREN'T A ROBOT THAT HAS NO FEELING'S..

Weeeird...

I was wondering & i watched a video , then i was guessing ... how a person can become a jerk :)

Some said i don't want you money or even if you're good looking.. all they want if you have a talent

=____=" What talent? Don't think so far.. Kissing is also a Talent.. Ha Ha Ha

Doesn't you're pretty and cute, a lot people like you mean you're good and talented :)

Alot people like cheap stuff too .. so behave and sell expensive :)

Even if it has to be single.. FOREVER ALONE ♥

 ♫

The day I, first met you,
You told me you'd never fall in love.
But now, that I get you,
I know fear is what it really was.
Now here we are, so close, yet so far.
Haven't I passed the test?
When will, you realize,
Baby I'm not like the rest?

Don't wanna break your heart,
Wanna give your heart a break.

♫

Question's

Question is something powerful we can learn about someone :) Believe or not its up2u.. Very rare people will ask question not related to them weather in work / personal life & much more..

 When they are asking why this and why that? the problem is why?

 Sometimes they put out question so they are about to defense their self... rather then putting it straight forward..

Ex: Is a couple sleeping on the bed together is wrong before married?

Where the point... 

1. Why do you need to sleep together? (intimate?) or is it just resting?

2. Doing something you not suppose to do? what every you can think of...

Defensive question.. 

1. What if they do nothing on the bed? 

2. What if they're just resting? 

The problem...wrong..

 1. One who is able to control their mind from not thinking of those stuff.. but how sure are you? really sure? Man/Boy is normally attracted to girl.. so thus the same with girl.. it takes 2 hand to clap..

2. ....

Brain blow~ .. if i remember will continue it.. but anyway think properly before it happen..

Realize it before you do it.. don't do it then only realize it ^_^"

❤ ❤ How To Be Happy ❤ ❤

1, down arguments wrong. There are many who cannot recognize the mistake myself, but wanted their always right, as everyone knows, that good interpersonal skills is a huge risk for us, also bring enormous stress and suffering for us or others. Think, it's really worth it? Therefore, when you feel anxious when input to the debate on wrong, ask yourself, does this really is? Really is enabling it to yourself?

Our ego is so large?
2, let go of your control. To be willing to give you control over the people, the environment and the things around us.

Whether they are your loved one, or your partner, or just a stranger on the street, please allow them to follow their own State, so you can feel better.

3, down blame. Not to blame what others have done, or haven't done anything, not with how you feel to blame other people, or there is no how.

Stop losing your energy, begin to be responsible for their lives.
4, put aside your complaining mind. Many people are suffering because of their negative, unclean and recurring mentality of despair. Don't believe any negative idea of pity.

So you will be better off.
5, to lay down their own limited understanding. What can I do, I can do nothing? What is possible and what is impossible? Now, lay down your thoughts on solving its own problems, their limited circle of awareness should not let you cut yourself.

Wings, fly!
6, lay down their complaints in mind. Terminate your consistent use of (human, environment, thing) complained about it! Unless you are willing to, no one can make you unhappy, there is no environment can let you down poor. Not the environment raises your feeling, but of your own choosing.

Don't underestimate the positive idea of energy.
7, lay down their criticism. Not to be different from your critics and easily.

We are all different, but we are all the same, we want happy, wanting to be loved and understood.
8, lay down their vanity. Stopping to meet and please others, because it is able to do.

Only when you camouflage, took off his mask, to accept and embrace the real you, then other people can be attracted to you.
9, lay down their inertia. Change is good, change can help you from a to b, change can improve your life and the people around you.

Follow your luck, embrace change, do not resist it.
10, down free judging heart. Do not give those people and things that you don't understand, easily defined, labeling, although sometimes they can look very strange different, try to open your mind a little.

Remember, minds will work when in the open, high folly-loving is easy to reject something you don't understand.
11, lay down their fears. Fear is only an illusion, it's not real, but you created it, it only exists in your mind. The only thing we fear, is fear itself.

Modify your inner, external will naturally get better.
12, put aside excuses. Put those excuses away, told they were fired. You don't need many excuses. Most of the time we limit ourselves, because we always use this or that pretext, rather than improving our lives and efforts to grow.

A gifted Mind

A dream.. I'm a dream controller... most if the people just dream what they fear like kids after watching horror movie in the night or when they are worried about something that makes the mind to keep think even they are  unconscious during they are a sleep... most people forget what they dream about ;)

Maybe when i'm a kid, i always watch the movie called "child play (chuccky)" ＞。＜＂ and be abuse by someone - not my parent :) .. just having nightmare almost all thr night.. one day i realize that its a dream and why must i be scared of dream since its an illusion of what your mind is thinking, that is how i first explore my mind of dream.

Now i think my mind has gone to the 2nd level .. its like what happen in dream  can be felt in reality such as pain and etc .. haha , just in the office i fall a sleep during lunch hour cause too tired, so it started to dream, well its a pathatic dream since i create it myself and ended with a steel container hit my head =\ then i just woke thought someone took something and hit me =。=＂

Not We But I

5 Question describe yourself ^_^"

1. What animal can describe you the best?

Sparrow - I just want to be free like a bird go where ever i want to go.

2. What song can describe you the best?

Keane - Somewhere only we know

I came across a fallen tree
I felt the branches of it looking at me
Is this the place we used to love?
Is this the place that I've been dreaming of?

Oh, simple thing, where have you gone?
I'm getting old, and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired, and I need somewhere to begin

3. What food can describe you the best? 

Marshmallow

4. What place can describe you the best? 

Outer Space ♥

5. What movie can describe you the best? 

Tinkerbell and the lost treasure. -  friendship, humility, and love

Randomness

Another new light is born.
A long time ago, or perhaps in the distant future, i was in a different world.
I still retain the memory that i was once there.

What was that world like?

Was it more beautiful than here? 

I'm sure.

Were there lots of things that kept each day interesting?

I Think.

It wasn't lonely like here?

The person who spent their time alone in this world that had ended.
Because i knew this place with nothingness was not fun and was lonely place to be..
That must be why i chose to be born here.

Hey, Did you wish to be born in a world like this?

Insanity..

Today is a day that only one place i should go and go with the right reason or there will be no meaning of going there... If the heart isn't there, even if the body it present there, then what is the point of going there?

Its like a oasis become a desert.

Its like a tree become a charcoal.

The feeling of "I Don't Care I Feeling Nothing About it" is filling my brain.. I really feel like don't give a damn about anything.. Even the things or person i like the most.. If its not mine its not mine forever :D Where ever the wind bring me, I'll just fly with the wind.

 If teamwork is all about being a robot.. I'll be the robot till the day it break into worthless pieces that no one will even appreciate what or how helpful the robot has been there when it is in good condition.. even robot need to be maintain, what about a human heart.. it need cure when its hurt.. it need happiness when its sad.. even robot has its capacity, what about the feeling that was kept within a human heart..

 I just don't know why ... but i'm not giving up! i will live for what i believe in..